Pivot

i found an old treasure of mine
when i'm searching pics in my flash disk
i found this, made by me
i made this thing because this is one of my hobby, Animating

but this still sucks if compared with another pic that i found
not made by me, a pic that i took from internet

I Love Pie #1

I've never felt so wrong before

Watercrush

Morning to night, the water glide

Up from above the sky, the future isn’t bright

The horror we must fight

Sing me to sleep, hold me tight

Let’s pray for Jakarta

Let’s play Watercrush sonata

the Perfect Defense System

Let’s see humans differently. With their excellent immunity system that is integrated inside their whole body, humans aren’t weak.

Physical level defense

Human’s body can detect if there is something disrupt itself or not. If so, human’s body can send signal to brain to do something to remove the disruption physically.

·         Itch Warning

Skin can detect many things that are harming the skin by creating a signal with nerves to brain in order to make itch feeling on the place so the human will scratch it.

·         Sore Warning

If something breaks some part of organ, that body part will send signal to brain to let the human know that there are some injuries. We can say this is similar to computer’s antivirus warning. Yeah, we’re lucky all of these are built-in.

·         Temperature Stabilizer

The human’s body can know how suit the environment, and the human’s body always try to stabilize it back to normal. They have some way to do that

o   Chilling, when the body need more heat, it will chill to add extra temperature

o   Skin Hair, when the body is cold, skin hair will erect so it will decrease the heat loss, and when the body is hot, it will back to normal to speed up the heat loss

o   Sweating, skin will sweat if the body is on high temperature, the sweat will cool down the body.

Chemical level defense

Let’s say. Human’s body knows chemistry

·         Enzymes

The Human’s body has some guardians, and enzyme is the one. Enzyme is produced in some place like stomach, mouth, and your eye. Not all enzymes that created to protect human, but Hydrochloride seems really love bacteria.

·         Skin Oil

Humans have more protection in their skin, because their skin is easily to be infected. But skin isn’t stupid. Instead giving signal to brain for human to scratch, skin can produce some kind of oil that kills bacteria. Oh, maybe the whole human’s body really loves bacteria. Or maybe they’re psychopath.

Biological level defense

There is always something lives in every living thing. And they’re millions, and they can be anywhere inside the human’s body. But the human’s body already thinks of that weakness

·         White Blood Cell

The security of human’s body, the police of Homo sapiens ­­city, Army-inside-a-Man, the great White Blood Cell squad, protecting human’s body

If you ask me, they’re awesome. Why not? There are two types of white blood cell, the detector and the annihilator. When unknown substances get inside the body, the detector white blood cell will recognize it by the protein differences on its surface. And the detector will give sign to the annihilators to multiply their selves to destroy the target. And when it’s done, the detector can remember how that unknown substance looks, and also the annihilator can remember how to destroy it for future protection.

Self-upgradeable antivirus isn’t existed yet, you know.

·         Blood Injury Recovery

When injuries happened, the blood vessels will be easily broke. That happened because the blood vessel is really close to the skin surface, but that makes an advantage.

Let me explain. If the body got injury, the injury will be defenseless if the skin is torn, and the all the blood squirting will help that. First, the blood will prevent any outsider to enter the body system. Second, with pain, it will help to give signal to the human if there are some injuries. And third, it will freeze to substitute the skin’s role while the skin is regenerating.

So who said human’s body designed imperfectly? I hope it’s not you because now I’m holding a knife. But that’s all I know, maybe there are more, because i wrote this with just my brain as a source. I’m just trying to write and making new habits to my life. Thanks for reading!

a Chain in my Mind

Let’s start with a single electric bulb

When the preferred amount of electrons flow in the wire and go inside the system, the electricity will cause some reaction to make the atoms beaming photon outside and the whole component will glow, the lamp glows, and a man in that room sees a book on the table.

He opened it, and he saw a photo, suddenly his heart trembled. Regrets, confusion, and feel of losing just came visiting his heart. He felt that he would do anything to make it up, but he was late, and he was wrong. A woman that still love him, just passed away because of his ego. He is flooded in tear, and that tear dropped and absorbed by the ground.

That room is left and sealed by that man, through years and age. Sunshine come penetrates the cracks on the ceiling, revealing that the floor was just dirt. For centuries, it’s just a loop of event that is happening there, the room become brighter at day and completely dark at night. No one touch anything there after that man went away. But finally it’s all over.

Not human, not animal, wearing some tribal clothes but not ancient, an intellectual creature just opened that door. It found a small tree in the very middle of the room, a book on a table, and a mirror. And then it thought something.

“Even in the darkest and forgotten place like this can grow a tree” it said. And then it sees a book, and it suddenly remembered its family. It realized that “Wherever you are, whatever you are, I don’t forget family”. And when it wants to leave that place, it saw a mirror that is revealing itself, it was described wrong. It is a human, he is a human. He is shocked; he was the man that sealed that room. He flinched and he knocked something.

An electric bulb fell down and it broke.

Sparkle

YAY
I made another one
Key - Sparkle

Farewell to Reality

Today, I’m here to try new things in my life. That’s just me writing.

Life could be very hard and absolutely unpredictable. Everything comes and goes, especially something that you want to stay in your life. And that’s it, the life that you should live to protect everything you want to be always in your side.

I’m a person who believes that anything happens to me is just the reflection of what I did and what I have done. It ends me with a conclusion that if anything that happens to me, bad or good, don’t blame to anyone except myself. Because this life is a mirror, and Newton was right, if you do good things, you will get good things, and if you do bad things, mirror couldn’t reflect anything else.

And then today, I’m here to try new things, I’m here to start writing; I’m here to try avoid one things that always blind me from everything. Because with writing, I can throw anything out from my imagination. Because in there, there’s something that I’ve been looking for, a way, a door, where I could be a unicorn, and then I can say something that I always wanted to say “Goodbye, Real world “.

The Road isn't Straight

The world is so wide, the sky is so blue, and the ocean is so deep. Maybe now we can walk together, describing things that we see, the albatross dive into the water or the flying fish jump out towards the sky. Maybe now our path is the same, see the same rock, step the same dirt, and fall into the same hole. Maybe now we laugh together, we stand together, and we step forward together. But no road that is perfectly straight, and no one that is perfectly same, and when the time comes, you go east when I decide to go west, the last word we say will be carved deep, inside our heart and memory.

                I don’t know, it’s just me and you are you, not any other else. Maybe you didn’t feel the same, maybe you found the things that make you happier, and maybe I’m not really special in your life. It’s not a problem because that’s what I am, and whatever you think about me, you’re always my best friend, and everyone is my best friend.

                But look at the reality. When I met the old friend of mine, they’re the one who remember me, even my name, and I don’t even remember his or her name. What am I now? I feel so regret and all things I want is just to say sorry to you all, because of myself that is being socially passive, and not really fun guy, and then I would like to say thank you, for coming into my life.

Violette

Hey, there Violette

Violet girl with a graceful bracelet

You make my heart fall just like droplet

You’re a girl painted by Angel’s palette

Oh Violette my violet girl

What do you do? my heart is twirled

You drove me insane, my hair is curled

How could other things become so blurred?

Oh you’re my violet girl

My dear Violette

Rhymes.

I love rhymes

Violette is a weird name. isn’t it?

Loop de Fruit

              It’s fruity, and it loops, recently I figured out what FL abbreviation is from.  The Fruity Loop it is, not really important, heh, but yeah, this is one of my hobby, composing things into a sequence of sound that nice for your ears and mind (I hope so). But I’m just a super newbie in this kind of world, I just understand how the whole system works in FL Studio, using the available plugin preset in the browser, build up the melodies, and put them into playlist. And plus, I’m not talented or skilled in music, I just really like doing that kind of things, and also that’s one of my dream to make music, and become a musician.

                I know that making music isn’t easy. For me, creating harmony is the hardest part. The harmony I mean is when we connecting every melodies so it can build up a good music. Also another part like searching for great and catchy tunes and using the synthesizer are still hard for me. I said that I’m still newbie. But I have succeeded making one music, just a 50 seconds music sample, not really great at all.

                Here is it

               Key - Fruity Viability

                Do you think I could be a musician? Yes or no, or anything, it doesn’t matter, I’m here very happy doing this thing.

Candlelight Spectrums

                Maybe my school isn’t the best, maybe my school isn’t really great, although my school is different with usual public school in Indonesia, but this place is something that I always wanted to be there.

                My school is the only public school that uses name of a hero instead of number just like another public school in the whole country. And this school has dormitories, so this is where I live now. Maybe I can say this place is the less wanted by many student, the lazy one, like me. Because it has three curriculum, the three years national curriculum become one year in the first year, that become the hardest year, and there are also Cambridge curriculum and Olympiad curriculum, in the second year, and completed by being drilled for National Test by the teacher in the third year. But I have a reason why some word is written here.

                I’m not only one, I mean literally but not so literally, or whatever because I don’t how can I describe it, I’m five, i have separated five group of personalities that I pretend them as my imaginary friend. Every imaginary friend represents one of my bad and my good side of myself. And the lazy one but optimist was conquering my soul before I came to this school. I was very lazy at that time

                I came to this school because the test was earlier than another school and I’ve already accepted there because my diligent but pessimism friend in me was in its peak. And then I was very lazy to pick another school test because I think I can study for national test and play the whole two-month holiday after that instead picking up a test for searching a new school. I was thinking that I would be regretting because the reality of this school was so hard, but then I found something that make me see something behind that reality.

                In the two-month holiday, I found something that really changed my perspective of life. And then I saw my school differently. This place is the best for me to study because it feels different when I study in my house, and this place is full of people that want to study. And that makes my lazy side died, although not completely, and makes any other good side alive. And that time I just realized, I’m still a little candlelight, I can’t shine so bright in this world, but I can see myself gleaming a small color spectrum on the wall, that tells me that I could be a rainbow, that is very bright, even brighter than a shooting star, and someday, I will.